I have nothing to say anymore..

now, its totally done. i dont know y, i feel so worst. feels like i have no reason for life. i used to love one person in my life and im still loving him. by my mistake, i let him go. that was my fault,i know it  cuz  when i were in relationship i always ignore him and i always put my ago first in any worst condition, at first i thot dat i just wanna have fun in dis relationship and i didnt want to take it seriously then now i realize dat how broken my heart is ..... i took the wrong choice..

we were fighting alot and  he was the1 who asked forgiveness eventhot i knew dat i was wrong at det time. he tried to give me all the best things for my  life but i was so blind dat i could see nothing at dat time. eventhot he said some bad words but i cn understand it... he is a good guy, he can treats  me well and he always be dere for me... sometimes he has a bad attitude, he is over of confidence:D dat was so funny when u know someone  u love always proud of him self eventhot u know the truth...
one thing that i love in him is his anger.. im always love dat time. when he gets angri he looks so cute and his expression show me how worried of he was to lose me but now  all of that cuties thigs have gone. at the last time i talked to him i was so rude. i ignore him for countless time and i show no respect at all to him, idk y i was be like dat b4. then when i realize of my worst attitude , he is sick of it and he wants out. i just realize that i dont want if he goes while im still loving him but i also cant stop him to go. he goes for his true now. and i just be here for all the bad things in me.. im so sorry for the wrong love i gave to u before. hope u will find some1 better than me and u will be loved by agood girl...
cuz for u, only a good girl=a good boy... im bad for u, then find some1 better and be happy for ur life....  bye genji :)